Withdrawing
I just realized I lost myself in you
I don’t know where I am
My entire waking process
When I’m not at work is
Consumed by thoughts of you
I am stunned by how powerful
All of this is
Many of my friends say you
Are my drug and now I
Am withdrawing from you
If this is what withdrawal is from
A drug…I pity addicts
This is the most horrific experience
I have ever been through
It seems almost laughable for
I have suffered many losses
But this isn’t so much a loss
As a “losing someone loss”
This is a loss of myself
I don’t know how to get
Me Back
(Year 2005)